Hello everyone! It's February! How's life out there? Hope everyone doing fine. About me, still struggling and surviving in KSA. So far my work is good, though I didn't expect some circumstances. It's been years since my last updates here except my posts a month ago. I really missed blogging here but I'm currently active with my newly constructed webspace. I may not continue updating you all here in my tblog but I hope you still keep in touch with me to my other site. Please do visit my new webspace: http://wilsonjaydaulong.tumbl...

I do post my recent updates there. It doesn't mean I don't like tblog anymore. I still love tBlog, it became a part of my life for years. Thanks for everything we've shared here. Hope to hear from you all guys soon. God bless! :)

Naku naman! I embarrassed talaga super, coz I reviewed some of my old posts super daming wrong grammars! Natatawa nalang ako na parang nababaliw! Kakaloka!!! Well ok lang, to be honest I'm not very good in English most especially in terms of sharing story. But so far I'm improving na kahit papano. Oo nga, pansin ko sa sarili ko noh! During my blogging times before kasi medyo nag-prapractise pa ako at saka bangag ako lagi. If I still remember lagi kasi ako sa gabi nagpopost, every night after school and after adik mode sa fave kong ONLINE GAMES!!! So wala talaga ako sa sarili, stressed pa lagi, praning to da max and etc pa. Pheeewww!!!

Nakakamissed talaga! Tagal ko na kasi napabayaan 'tong blog ko, due to unexpected events na bumisita sa buhay ko. Almost wala nang time, yun nakalimutan na sulyapan and balikan.

Hmmm... oldies na ang design and template ng BLOG ko. I'm planning to reconstruct this and make some changes. Later nalang siguro if I have sufficient time. Nowadays medyo busy kunti pero nakakasingit pa kaya eto... as in eto ako. Hmmm.. ano pa ba? I have to refresh also my mind, and review some useful stuffs. Dami akong dapat balikan at pag aralan. Dahil ang life ay di basta-basta, make a sure and good shot sometimes. Wala namang perfect sa Earth! So sometimes lang.

Teka, dahil sa malayo ako sa kabihasnan dami ko talagang namissed. Hay, lalo na this year daming new movies... May Avatar, Alvin and the Chipmunks 2, Iron Man 2, Prince of Persia etc... I'll download it nalang sa Net until DVD Rip quality movies arrive. Before when I was in Pinas lagi ako nasa Mall Cinemas. Dito kasi sa Saudi Arabia may Malls nga kaso wala namang Cinemas, puro Mosque meroon sa loob ng Malls. Kakaloka! Kala ko noong una sinehan yung isang bahagi ng Mall na carpeted, yun pala Mosque.

Blogging while waiting for my favorite Teleseryes. Gawin bang pang-palipas oras ang blogging? Well pwede rin naman, nasa akin naman yun. Okey guys 'til next time again. I have to watch muna my fave Teleseryes (Telenovelas) in TFC, ofcourse yung PBB Double Up din di pwedeng ma-miss noh. Okey guys Good Night nalang!

Wow! It's almost 3 years since my last post. Pheeewww!!! Happy New Decade to everyone!!! Sorry guys for I didn't continue posting my life here. I've been very busy since I started my very first work in BOMA Corp., it's a Creative and Outsourcing Company. I worked there and became part of IT Dept. as Junior System Administrator started January 2008 and resigned by September. After 8 months of busy life and unexpected events, I decided to find new opportunity. Thanks God after a month ITAC/eCOM hired me, an IT Company. I worked there as Management Information System Specialist (MIS) since last November 2008 - May 2009. New challenges and new work environment I've faced there but later on I ended my 6 month contract. I just rest for a month but I still continue searching for a better job. Because I don't want to waste my time for not doing something for myself and for my family. I went to JOBAPALOOZA in SMX Convention Center, Mall of Asia last May 1 for job hunting Abroad and Local. I sent 5 resumes instead for local, I dropped by to all Jobs Abroad. By the way, by mid of January 2009... I joined fitness club (Fitness First), the reason why I gained good figure again (Naks!) but due to unexpected opportunity abroad, I ended attending the club by last June. Hehehe!!! Someday I'll continue it. Later I'll post my recent pics and pics from different events I missed to share here.

I'm here now in Saudi Arabia. A Hero and a Survivor. That's what all Filipinos called to all Overseas Filipino Workers (OFWs) abroad. I'm here since July 18, 2009. My employer is Saudi Oger Ltd. company as 1st Tech - Electronics Computer Network. It is one of the biggest companies in Saudi Arabia. Saudi Oger Ltd. handles all Private and Public Establishments including Palaces of King Abdullah. I'm part of Low Current Team (Electronics Dept.). From Riyadh (3 days from arrival), I was transferred to Jeddah. I stayed there for 10 days to work on my papers and records. And finally I was transferred in Ta'if City. At first I was assigned in CPRDO site. But later on, after 2 months I became part of Area Team. Anytime the manager will assign me in different Units/Sites in Ta'if Area. After CPRDO, I was assigned in RDO (2 months and half) then Area Manager assigned me in Agency Office due to the new project, they need IT person for new system they will implement in the office. While waiting for the implementation of new system, Mr. Khalid assigned me to stay in RDOR site. He's the Unit Manager of RDOR a nice guy, a nice Manager so far.

Today is my 6th month in Saudi Arabia. Half year since I left my Country Home, My Loved Ones and My Life in Philippines. To be honest to you all, I was inspired to return back my blogging hobby when I saw my friend's blog. I didn't expect that he is a typical guy who likes blogging too. Hehehe!!! So I'm here now, and I really missed blogging and posting...

Last November 16 was my 21st birthday. It means I'm in adulthood line. Well, I can't call myself now a teenager anymore. Age 21 is the point or the beginning of having a new world leaving the world of being young boy or teenager. I just want to say "Goodbye My Youth Years". We expected guys at this age will become more consistent in terms of its actions, hobbies, likes, interests, plans, romance, maturity as well as will become more confident and strong of facing big obligations, difficulties and responsibilities.

Hopefully and someday I'll become more matured anough. Hehehe!!! Still I'm not ready to face big big big obligations and responsibilities for my family. As well as for myself. And I'm always facing difficulties which make me sick. *Sob... sob...*

Anyways, I just celebrated by birthday in a simple way. We're just busy people as of now at the same time Mom and Dad had not enough budget for big time celebration. I understand them and even though it's simple, for me it's very special. I'm thankful because Lord God gave me an opportunity to have more birthdays to celebrate. I'm still blessed though I'm experiencing daily problems because I have my family who still supporting me, understanding me and loving me.

Being emotional really distracts my days. I didn't know why it always triggering me. In fact, I did my best to be calm and hold myself. But when this attitude always comes out, I can't hold it. That's why depressions and loneliness cover me and when I want to give up, my eyes shed tears on my cheeks.

My feelings sometimes very sensitive, though we know a true man don't act like the way I am. That's not true! A real man sometimes shows sensitivity as well as they cry but they don't show it in public unless to the close people or person, I know you know the reason behind of it. When I get hurt, I hold it for a moment. But when I feel it's too much, I didn't talk but I'll just walk out. Just to show them I am mad.

Why I'm so lame?! My mind always playing and flying anywhere. I can't concentrate and focus myself to the things I want to do. I am always mixed with different emotions... I'm happy, sad, mad, cuddly, stupid etc. blah blah blah. It might be the symptoms of going crazy?! Maybe I'm just confused.

I love everybody! Those people who shows true love, true care and true sincerity. But my attention is always focusing to one person.

I have no any idea behind the beautiful pictures of every single day. The feelings of being comfortable sometimes exchange into despair. Doubts and insecurities touch my mind and my heart, the negative sights whirling on my head. The heat of anger and unrecognizable pain grab my soul. The revelation of lies makes me sick. The pretending motivation kills me.

The things between us are getting rough. The pure light turns to gray. The blessed harmony became poisonous and deadly. What now?!

Nobody can cure my wounds but maybe can touch my heart. I lift up to Lord God my corrupted heart and soul. Forgive me for being voracious and my selfishness.I didn't mean to hurt anybody. Instead you blame me, hope you understand me.